mood: blur + sedeyh + kerinduan + sunyi + bosan + lapar + grrrrr :[

masa:9pm

tarikh:13.11.2010

tempat:umah jannah

As

Lonely on the land I walk Lonely are the nights Lonely are the days Lonely and empty. A lonely star in the night sky Alone in the walks of life A lonely day A lonely tear falls down. I am lonely and I am scared Only one star graces the blue sky As lonely as me. Hold my hand. I feel lonely, very lonely

penat + ngantOk + SyOk + hepPI = puas hati...

lalalala~~ cmane nak cerita ea..

hahhaaa..ptg tadi kuar jap ngn enF ..hihihi ..g the curve..motif??tade motif ...

saje je jenjalan..nak tgok citer harry potter tapi tade lagi time tu..pastu beli tick citer RED..rase citer tu citer lame..tapi xpela kot..cm best jea..

smntara tggu tick g men bowling dlu..

syok kot...kami men 1 game jea..tapi mgkin system die mengom sket..so dapat 2 game...yippi...

mengah jgak la men...dah lame ta men kot..hahahaa...asyik cuci longkang jep...

pastu jalan2 lagi..g minum kat kopitiam...sengal je kan.duet tade mnum kat sane..hahahah

da start layan muvee..best gle kot citer RED....klaka gle...

time mlam plak tu...prgram ngn jannah plak..

g uptown teman dye cari baju untuk g dinner..yang syok nye kami g naik moto..:)

lame gile xnek moto..syok betol..tapi agak takot jugak la..bile ade je kereta laki lalu ade jea yg selow kat tepi..mula la ade bunyi yg pelik2...heran ke pempuan naik moto huh??? >.

pusing2 kat uptown dpat jgak sume barang yg jannah nak beli...aku?? aku tgok jea..almaklumlah duet xbrape nak subur :P..so teman jea laa..

hmm smpai umah dlm kol 11.30..mandi2 ..panas.,.peluh!!eiii..

hmm bawu edit blog neh...jam dah kol 1.30..mata pedih..ngant0k woo00...

so...tido dlu ekk...nytez ollz~~

gambar nnt kite upload ea...skang neh ngntok sgt..heee :D

much of love...mwahh :))

daaa~~!

11.10.2010

fuhhh!! kat seminggu dah x update blog nie...berhabuk!!.
bz ngn kelas+test+assignment..name je study week tapi lagi bz kot...
so b4 final nie aku decide la nk pg shah alam..saje jea nk meng"heppi" kan diri sndiri...
jupe kawan2 kat cni...scandal2 cket...hahahah :D
lepas final dah bz ngn program singapore plak...tapi nak boleh smpai kat cni mcm2 dugaan..pergh!

1.pkul 10 mangkit dri tido...cam bese la..kelam kabut siap2
2.pkul 11 gerak kuar main gate...bapak jaoh kene jln kaki...bepeloh ketiak..ilang bau perfume serta merta..hahah..tapi ape blh buat dah kite mnumpang org...ikut jela..
3.naik moto nak g stsyen bus...bawak moto laju..aku tgok meter moto dlm 120-140..pergh...mau tercabot jantung...
4.benti kat petronas isi minyak2...sedar2 cardigan aku tade..jth ...!!
patah balik cari cardigan...jaoh kot patah...haa..dah jumpe cardigan..seb baik!
5.pecut alek g stsyen bus...huh awl lagi..baru 11.30..
6.tgu2 bus dtg pkul 12.10..
7.pkul 1 bus benti mkan...perot lapa gle vavi...lantak la..sorg pon sorg la...g gak trun mkan ..legaaa...kenyang ..bulb!
8.lega skejap..pastu perot plak dah memulas nak buang...aisey..bas plak bhnti kat kuantan ..dkat stgah jam kot...tlg la pakcik..perot saya dah keras nieh wey!!
9.sejuk kaki2 than sakit perot...smpai kat gmbang bus bhnti kat rnr...naseb bek!!!
aku cepat2 trun...
10.legaa :).....tapi!! sakit lagi..erkk tahan jela..nie mesti food poisoning..pekene tomyam kat kafe smlam!!..buat derk jea...dgr lagu abes2 nie bg ilang sakit perot...
11..masok highway ujan spnjang jalan smpai ke gombak..
12.ble dah ujan asyik nak kencin...perot keras than nak kencin plak..adoii
13.7.20...dah ampai shah alam..oyeaa!!mata melilau cari jannah...dye x ampai agi...dah la nak terkencin!!
14. jannah ampai...naik moto..vroom...!!ujan rintik2 time tu...
15..atas moto gosip2 ngn jannah..xsmpat smapi uma dah bercerita..hahaha...rindu kot lame ta jumpe :)
16.smpai umah..peghot lapa..jannah plak sebuk duk skype nan bf dye...tamo kaco la..
17.g dapur melilau cari mkanan...
18.jannah masak nasik..aku goreng telor 2 bijik sorang!!hahaha
19.mkan nasik ngn telur pastu kicap...lapa sgt2..licin abes..hahah!!
20..perot kenyang mata ngntok...mandi dlu la...sat agi nak kua...
21.dah mandi...mungii :P tggu owg dtg amik..mane nih!!! adoii...
22.dah kol dye ade kat bwah...kelam kabot kemas brg..pastu trun bawah...
trun bawah..hmm dah jupe dye...
23..waa..rindu!!ehemm :P finally dpat jupe gak wlpan mcm2 dah jadik hari nie...berbaloi :))

sakit lame kembali...

hati ini sakit...bile org tnye sakit ape..

sakit hati..bunyi cam buat lawak je an...hahahah :D

tgh tggu abah dtg amik...

balik terengganu...duk cni sorg2 bahaye jgak..huuu

no one care bout me...

nasib bek ade famly sgt penyayang...

sayang famly ketat2 lebih dari nyawa sendiri..

abah cepat dtg...sakit sgt2 :(

doakan saya cepat sembuh k

amin....

MOOD : SPEECHLESS

alahai test PRO-E..

knapa la susah sgt soalan.....hadoii....nak putus urat keting otak aku....

incik padil..soalan incik sungguh tebaek!! thumbs up!!!

terkebil mata nieh tgok soalan...ari nie soalan kene design bearing...fuhhh!!! budak mechatronics sgt la kate kan...tapi aku blur @.@ ....

tapi seb bek la ade budak2 kelas yg bek hati lagi penyayang...heheheh :)

thanx la to comat yg byak tolong test tdi...sggup dtg pastu dduk balik..amik risiko tlg aku walaupun incik padil ade kat depan....thanx byk2 tau...incik padil jgn marah ea...nnt marking bg markah tggi tau tuk budak kelas kami :P

thanx jgak kat abg wey...taqim..korie..pastu sape agi ea...yg tlg aku tadi la..ehee ...

korang mmg best....

k la...nak balik dah nie....so nak siap2 packing dlu...

chau cin chaw.....

daaa~~

3.10.2010.....

wey aku tatau la camne nak gatau..adoi !@#$%^&*(*)()(*&!!!..yg penting time tu stress gile vavi...dgn demam lagi...sakit kpala...betol2 mnguji dri laa...hadess...

alkisahnye....aku tersalah text kat sorg mamat "en.F" neyh....

mntak bukak ym ...tade ayat syg2 cintan cintun pon..aleh2 gf dye yg on9 fesbuk dye...halamak..abeshh!!!aku nie dgn panic tatau nak wt cmne..nak reply mntak maaf alek..internet dc plak....aku dgn panic block la dye..tp x ampai 5 min..aku sedar mmg salah tindakan aku buat mcm tu..pastu aku unblock la dye balik...tatau la plak ble kite dah block owg otomentik dye akan removed friend...aku nie buta it la kate kan :(...

so bermula la salah pham..tapi percaye la..aku memang TADE NIAT langsung nak REMOVED dye..ermm tapi xkan la en.F nak pecaya kat aku kan kan...dye baru knal aku..msti la dye lebih percaya GF dye...i noe who i am...

tapi tapela..yg penting aku mmg tade niat lgsung nak removed dye...sumpa en.f!! :(

to en.F : saya mintak maaf banyak2 buat korang gaduh k...erkk tibe air mata jatuh..sobs..sobs :'(

thanx for everything..saya happy sgt dapat knal ngn awk tau..awk la tmpat sy share susah senang saya..salu jea saya pnjam ym awk isi masalah saya kan..huuu:'(

thanx to my friend..jannah cz mmahami aku..

to nadia..kak ya..ct...alom..thanz jugak cz bawak saya g pntai k..dapat jgk la tenang otak2 yg serabai neh...huu :(

When all about you is black with gloom,

And all you feel is pending doom.

When your bones are racked with grim despair -

When every breath is a gasp for air.

Keep on going, though you need to grope,

For around the bend is a ray of hope.

A ray of hope is perhaps all that's left,

As your will to live has been bereft.

You've lost it all, it's just no use!

You can end it all, you need no excuse.

But throw away that piece of rope,

And give yourself a chance of hope.

Just give yourself another day,

Brushing aside what your thoughts may say.

This is your life and you can make a new start,

By ignoring the brain - just follow the heart.

Taking baby steps in order to cope,

And minute by minute you'll build on your hope.

Build on your hope,. one day at a time,

Though the road be steep and hard to climb.

The hurts of the past - they should be dead.

The fears of the future are all in your head.

Just live in the present and refuse to mope

Your life will sparkle for you're living in hope.

WELCOME TO MY BLOG....

setelah setahun aku pendamkan blog nie....berhabuk gile kot..akhirnye tercapai jugak hasrat nak jadi budak2 blogger nie..baru hari nie aku aktif kan..ehee :) so ta banyak sgt la citer yg aku boleh update :)..
banyak gile kot xtau pasal nie..kesian kat roomate aku si nadia ilyana tok mengajar aku selok belukar ttg blog neh...thanx ea syg...sayang kamo lebih2!!
opps!!! sambil2 tu boley jgak la nak wish beday kat budak kecik nieh!!
"happy birthday nadia ilyana"...umo kamo dah tua..tapi org tetap menten kecik n cute..